Do you ever feel drunk when you’ve never drank?
And wake up with a bad headache, dry mouth and sour mood?
Yup, this happens way too often.
I don’t know why, but it does, and it’s a little bit confusing.
But it felt good last night and now all I want to do is fall over and go to sleep.
Also, I keep forgetting things, important things.
I selectively remember being dizzy, sad, angry, lonely,
and yet I remember smiling, and laughing.
I remember phoning my bestfriend,
I remember what he said, but not what I said in return,
I remember hearing the annoyance and confusion in his voice,
and knowing in that moment that he wasn’t okay and he was lying to protect me from worry.
But I worry anyway,
Everyone should know
I worry anyway.