Happy New Year! Hoping this year will get better and that I have many more years of happiness and health,
Right now my younger cousin is sleeping in my arms,
Now don’t you dare say ‘awwww’ because this is a little bit…. overwhelming?
This particular cousin is my mother’s sister’s daughter, I don’t really get on with my mum’s family, they always seem to think I’m something I’m not, they basically don’t understand me as a person,
The weird thing is, having this cute little kid in my arms makes everything seem better,
I don’t know what it is, we aren’t even that close, I see her like 4/5 times a year, and she lives right opposite my house!
I mean jeez, this whole thing is freaky, but in a good way,
I don’t even know, =/
but somehow, this snoring isn’t annoying me as other children would, (I hate kids), it’s comforting me, because life could be a lot better than what it is, I won’t go in to details, but yeah I’m kinda sad,
maybe it’s just part of the mood swing but I feel strangely better,