How To Start Your Sunday:
Flirt with (girl) friends
after my breakdown I had a very good day, laughing, talking, not actually having to pretend, I decided, no more pretence.Even with my family, no more pretence, I am a teenager.
I may or may not have a mental issue, if I do, I will find out once I am 18 when I will book myself an appointment with a psychiatrist.
I am on the ball, no more worrying about what my parents will say,
I will cry when I want to, I will laugh at death, because when I do die,
I will pay for my own sins, I will. I am a teenager, I can have violent moodswings,
I can mentally kill people if I wish to do so,I can laugh for no reason,
I can if I want to, because I am still growing,I can make as many goddamn mistakes as I want to,
I can achieve anything if I put my mind to it, I can, I will,so anyone who says I can’t can go die, 🙂
Oh I am such a nice person if you met me on a good day,
On a bad day I’ll curse at your family, your dog, and of course you.
I am a philanthropic misanthropist,
an unfathomable paradox,
a yellow cloud,
I am a cream puff, who writes poetry, and will be known as a poet long after she dies.
Yes, indeed, this youth is madness, beloved insanity,
I no longer have to plaster a smile on my face, I can hide behind my mascara, I can lie through my teeth, and you’ll believe the sweet poisin that leaves my rasberry flavoured lips,
what inspired this post you may ask? My newfound rebellion 🙂
They’ll never take me alive, 😀 Damn I feel newy new, so much is out there for me, I have so much planned ^_^
I could scream in happiness right now, but an hour later I’ll be sobbing into my pillow,
I don’t care anymore, I can deal with moodswings, with killer migraines,
I can deal with heartbreak after heartbreak, loss after loss,
people leave, but what will you have left? Yourself. So make sure you can rely on yourself, be independent.
Oh did I mention, I’m 15? Yes, an ambitious 15 year old crazy girl, who is determined to go far in life,
I will help humanity see their oblivious oblivion, and I will change the world, with words.
~Words are the way forward.~