(experimenting with the sarcastic voices in my head)
I want to smoke, burn up my lungs like you burnt up my heart,
I want to smell horrible and have yellow teeth, just like the monsters inside my head,
I want to smoke, buy cigarettes with the money you said I shouldn’t spend on stupid things,
I want to smoke, to be one of the cool kids, I want to ask for a light and kiss a badass,
I want to smoke, so I can forget all the warnings,
I want to smoke so I can die of lung cancer,
Just like you did.