Not joking, that song ‘it’s a beautiful day’ is stuck in my head,
because it is,
but really? Is it?
No. Because I have a test today, which I am not prepared for,
I am done with mosque. Just done. Too much hypocrisy, infused with stupidity, and it just makes me really really angry as well as stressed.
If you don’t want something in your life, delete it. So I will do just that, as soon as I’ve finished/failed this year. I still love my religion (islam) just not the way I’m taught it,
I mean how is memorising hundreds of quotes etc going to enhance me spritually if I don’t input a single one into my life?
YOU TELL ME.
I mean of course I’m not the perfect example of a Muslim, and I doubt I ever will be,
The reason I go to mosque is to better myself, and if I’m not doing that then what’s the point?
It’s not a final decision, but meh, it’s what’s in my head right now.
*sigh* time to go.