*drops on to bed exhausted*
I’ve been up and running all weekend and I’m so darn tired, I might just hibernate for the whole of next week.
Yesterday I went out with my friend and all that shmuck, today I went for a 5 mile bike ride and went to my cousin’s step mums house for dinner and socialising,
AND I AM TIRED OUTTTT, being around people does indeed drain me,
I just want to sleep, but I can’t yet, of course not!
Because life isn’t that good!!! :’)
The bike ride was good time spent alone, contemplating everything and nothing, everyone and no one, fresh air, poetic scenery, dog shit spotted here and there on the route, WHY DON’T PEOPLE SCOOP THEIR POOP?!!?!?!! SO MADDENING!!! IT STINKS, IT’S HORRID, I MEAN, PLEASE JUST STOP!!!!
I fell down at one point and the first thing out of my mouth was “SHIT!”and there was a stinging in my arm, and a weird feeling in my leg,
the shocking part was that 2 people got off their bikes and helped me up, complete strangers! They stayed with me a while and made sure I was okay, I reassured them I was fine, bless them, there should be more people like that in the world!
Right now my mood’s been ruined by my family, it’s so annoying how quickly my mood can change because of them,
EXCUSE ME!!! I WAS IN A GOOD MOOD!!!! CAN YOU NOT!?
My dad really needs to work on his patience, he almost ruined my entire day.
Thank God I didn’t let him! I had a fantastic day to be perfectly honest!
I just feel incredibly sad now for no reason…. I hate it. So I’m blocking it out.
Inhale. Exhale. Inhale. Exhale. Deep breaths.
I really can’t wait for this month to be over, august is going to be hella good, I just know it.
Feel like I should sleep soon so my mood doesn’t get worse,