I sometimes lie awake at night And wonder at the stars so bright I dream about my future too And the things that I will do I said I’d try and blog daily again, what a fucking lie, I got back to school last week and even though it only lasted 4 days, and even… Continue reading So You And I My Dearest Friend Must Stand Together Till The End
I spent 3 hours last night reading, I suddenly felt time shift a little, I was stuck in the book, and when I got up to switch off the lamp it was suddenly midnight, and I felt a little like myself again, just for a moment, a second, I tried to sleep, but stared at… Continue reading Was God Drunk When He Made You?
A Good Morning To You Chaps! I woke today with a banging headache and I felt like I was definitely going to die, nope, I’m all better now, ish, I’ve eaten and popped 2 painkillers so I better be fine, I don’t need to be worrying about my health, other things are much more important… Continue reading A New Day, Hey, With The Sun In the Sky…
Do you ever get tired of everything? Tired of waking up, tired of eating, tired of sleeping, tired of life. That’s how I’ve felt recently, like there really is no point, and I am just a waste of space. Don’t pity me. Yesterday I pushed away my boyfriend, to such an extent that I blocked… Continue reading You screwed it all up. Again?!
Remember when I’d spend all day reading? Drawing, Writing, Dreaming. I miss me. I miss 15 year old me. My blog turned 2 years old 5 days ago. God has it been that long? Already? What have I achieved? I miss sharing my thoughts uncensored on this site, I miss just living, the way I… Continue reading I Miss My Old Life
Staring at the shadows dancing above me, The stone of silence weighs down my words, Hot tears stream down my cheeks, As I beg the angel to take my soul, He does, Clutches at it, explaining the pain in my chest, Takes my soul and throws it across the room, Whereupon it lies, Shattered, I awoke… Continue reading Glass-
A levels are probably the hardest thing I’ve ever encountered in my entire life, I want to be free of this goddamned essay, it is KILLING ME, but no, it was due on Friday, and here I am on a Sunday evening trying to figure out wtf I should write to make me seem smarter… Continue reading Kiss Me Please, Take My Hand, Let’s Run Away.